Fed Up

Today is one of those days where I have just HAD IT with the world.

My Political Science class, which has been sliding downhill this whole semester, today was a 2-and-a-half hour session where we talked about what was wrong with the world.  On the surface, this sounds fine, but it's not what you think.  We didn't talk about governmental policies and politicians that were corrupt . . . we talked about Jersey Shore.  And PeopleOfWalMart.com.  I kid you not.  Entertaining, but it reminded me why I occasionally slip into spells of depression . . . the world is crazy and life sucks . . . and here was a whole class session dedicated to the subject.  Lucky me.

I've just reached the point where I'm TIRED of everything.  I can't watch TV anymore because there's nothing worth watching, I can't listen to the radio because there's nothing worth listening to, and I can hardly find a book that's worth reading and not something published by a "big name" author who had one success and now is just coasting on that previous success

Perhaps I now just sound like a whiny old person who can't keep up with the times.  Truth be told, I don't think there ever was, is, or will be the "right time" for me.  I just seem to have the goals and dreams and values that match up with absolutely NO ONE ELSE'S.  This is frustrating beyond anything you can believe.

This is one of my posts that is not well thought out, with little cohesion or substance . . . I am just ranting for the hell of it because there is nothing I'd like better at this time than to go find a place to hide for at least a few hours or days or so.  But instead I am sitting here in a computer lab waiting for my next class to start.  How exciting.